Friday, May 29, 2009

``_____.*hao lei wor....#

sigh...getting bored these days...hmm...

1st is to go for driving lessons
2nd is i must learn how to cook well
3rd is to go study again =(

wo men na me xin ku, dai di wei le shen me`?

7:33 PM Z

Monday, May 25, 2009

``_____.*what a blast`!.#

yippys`!! back to blog`! =D

The party was quite a blast`! yeahs`! had fun`! though at night was kinda bore, cause only few of us were staying over, but well, we still manage to go to Escape to have fun in the following noon. yups`! well, lots to say, but then lazy to update nehs...lol...

some people are just not good enough to handle things.
girls just never learn to let go. they just keep holding grudges. holding and still holding...
say will let go, yet appoint an assistant to come check on stuff...
yucks`! how dirty`! discovered by opponent`! mission failed`!=P

(-_-ll)

10:05 PM Z

Thursday, May 21, 2009

``_____.*loss of appetite.#

hmm, kinda had a loss of appetite recently. i do not know what is it due to. might be too stress...and the headache is killing me...soon, i'll be dead from banging my own head against the wall. =((

ehh, oh yaas, went for Manicure today`! yippy`! did all those things that we should have already done long ago. hair nails. but because of the heels we were wearing, we cannot do pedicure as the paint will dome off...=( so in the end never do.

12:46 AM Z

Monday, May 18, 2009

``_____.*it's hurting me`!.#

ouch`! was suppose to get ready to sleep early yesterday, but my back ache like hell`!!! i was lying on bed and crying =\. goodness, just as i thought it won't come back, it came`! so sickening`!

sigh, just now morning woke up and kept thinking whether to come to work or not. and now, here i am sitting in the office which is now so hot. cause i'm in the room and this room here machiam got now vandilation de...

oh`! paiseh, forgot there's a fan next to me. lols. see, sometimes, we cannot see to far. we must look at what's in front and face it. =\

hmm, glad i came to work today. i think i'm starting to like my job more. and, yups, i'm settled, i'm going to study. ehh...no no, i'm not going to study, i am going to get the cert, i hate studying...hmm, but now, what course nehs`? time tight`!

10:14 AM Z

Sunday, May 17, 2009

``_____.*Yan can cook so can you`!.#

lol...woke up by Aunt in the morn say that ahma told her i'll be at her place at 9am, but it's already 10:30am and i'm still asleep. lol. so in the end, bo bian, dragged myself up and went to ah mah house. brought Jo along with me, cause my ah jo very long never go out gai gai liaos...

hands so tired. chop the ingredients for ah mah, cause she got no strength...wrap the ngoh hiang. i think mine looks ugly nahs. ehh, but then can eat de nohs...lols...so the whole thing was a success`! applause for g3rl please, thank you.

Sad thing is`! Ah mah or aunt will not be doing dumplings this year as they do not have the strength anymore, which means, i cannot learn already`! i guess, i need to keep a file or Ah Mah Recipe. i wanna learn how to make Huat kuei, the Kuei neng gor, ba chang, and the steam mince meat (which i already know how to do, but it just don't taste like Ah Mah one, and i don't know why either. =\), and so many so many more...gosh...i want to learn, but my time is so limited. i'm so busy and Ah Mah is so old...=((

sigh, hao le. aku back ache, go orh orh liaos. nights`!

10:01 PM Z

``_____.*sleepy`!.#

woahs, was late for prac again today. damn it, early in the morn clinic called me with regards to my client's med appointment...wtf nohs, the stupid nurse machiam first time do those kinda things like that, call so many times. Arghs`! aku still having beauty sleep cans`!

Anyway, after prac, i went to City Plaza, woahs, went for a Thai massage. now my back so pain. i think gonna have blue black le...i kept telling to lady not to press so hard, cause i'm afraid of pain. Then the lady tell me, like that okkaes hors, i don't press too hard nahs...

I my heart i was thinking...huh`! i already feel like screaming here already nohs...still press harder, i think i'll die there...

Next time i will go and try the Foot de. but then, i scare will very pain and i end up kicking that person. =\
goodness, now my back aches. i think got blue-black liaos.

And after massage met Baobei to go do hair. not as red as i wanted it to be...SUPER DUPER SAD`! =(( Got my hair cut. lol. luckily not short. like the way the auntie cut. so got volume de, but then, gimme 3 days, my hair will be back to norm, cause i never and is super lazy to blow my hair. =\

After that we went to Geylang to makan Frog Porridge. That god damn AH TIONG`! BTH`! we ordered the frog porridge and decided to order another side dish, a vege or egg to go along...that AH TIONG`! kept promoting us this and that. and of cause, my pattern is that i will not let myself be so influenced by her de. i am there to eat what i want. and so we settled with "Australia Asparagus" from the menu and asked her the vege is fried with simi de.

The AH TIONG`! told us ok, asparagus fried with i don't know what ever shit she was saying la. i asked her what is that, so say it's long long one. so i thought it was just something to ad flavours to the vege. i admit, my chinese totally sucks`!

and after awhile when that AH TIONG`! come back to check if our drinks are served. i told her yes, but my rice is not, she say it's comming already, very fast. and she told us that the asparagus fried with i don't know what shit is $60`! Me and baobei was like`! huh`! $60`? so i told her i don't want already. I mean, i'm not gonna spend $60 on something i do not even know. and she kept saying that it's what long long one. damn it la`! she still can describe and at there bi shou hua jiao. goodness`!

i simply just do not understand what she was trying to tell me. and she say she got tell us the price. damn it`! i told her very firmly, yes, you just did, just now when we ordered you never say, cause we see menu, for heaven sake`! the "Australia Asparagus" on the menu only cost $18`! and that was all i needed`! does she thinks she's some kinda hotel restaurant or what`?

goodness, and as a service staff, she totally sucks. she say she explain to us that don't know what shit till she also very tired le`! goodness`! never say that to your customer`! and so she kept telling us to order something else which still i do not know what the hell she was telling me, but to me, it sounds like shark head. she says that only they serve that in singapore. nowhere else in singapore serve that dish. but the problem is, i do not know what is that. and she discribe it and guee guee thing. for heaven sake`! g3rl don't eat guee guee stuff`! i don't like that feel of it. yucks`! to me, it'll taste like slime. and she still can tell us that we don't try how will we know, i told her, this kind of thing is very individual de.

And she kept pushing us to take that, and i told her i do not want. don't keep promoting that to me already. and she told us that we have to order something that is almost equavilent to that don't know what $60 shit de. she say if not she will get scolded. goodness`! that's your problem

(sorry arhs, g3rl is a mean customer nahs.)

anyway, i know what she meant, so i thought of ordering prawn. at least i know it's prawns. and she told us that. oh, ok lors, take the big head prawn $7/100g. wtf`! she say each person one, just nice. i told her, no, i want cereal prawn. the one in the picture. not only 2 big head prawns. i just want the normal prawn. it's so unworthy, like i said, she's not some how many stars hotel restaurant cans`!

in the end, i got really very pek chek, i do not bother whether she'll get scolded or what, i just ordered an egg. which was what we wanted, either a vege or egg. and since ALL her vege have to be fried with that don't what shit, i might as well don't want. and of cause, i was so irritated by her. i neogotiate with her till my frog also turn cold already nohs`! and my rice is not here`!

i've never had such fiery dinner before`! eat le duo bu shuang`! everyone who knows me know how i like to enjoy my food`! but this meal is such a spoiler`!

ARGHS`! lesson learnt`! NEVER ASSUME`!

3:46 AM Z

Thursday, May 14, 2009

``_____.*hao wu liao wors`!!.#

hmm, now at mummy shop to dusturb ppl...damn stupid mobile broadband, no signal...bo bian must change sim card for the time being.

ANW, today again on the way home, i almost alight at the wrong stop...goodness, my old habit come back liaos...like last time, i can alight at the wrong stop don't know how many times a day...goodness`!! god`! save me`!!

sigh...i don't feel good...hmm, what can i do nehs...

BTW, next week going to do hair le...can i not chop it off`? i just wanna dye SUPER DUPER red colour...or purple? pink?

24hrs a day is not enough...i must not keep wanting to sleep. sleeping is a waste pf time...i should spend more time on my prac. hmm...using...daddy's car`? =\ goodness, even at sleep i dreamt of work...i dreamt that boss is going to meet client and i am suppose to prepare all the documents that needed client's signature and i missed out a few...arghs`!

there are some things which i really need to change...to make people believe in it, firstly, you must believe in it yourself...if not, how are you going to make people believe it?

so many thoughts, yet so difficult to put them down in words.
words are words, feelings are feelings...you can never put them in words...even if you did, it will never be the same...

just things are just meant to be...what ever things that are not mine will never be...and, ii can only learn to accept it rather than rejecting it, well, part of it will prove that i do not want that thing enough or, i can still live by w/o it.

don't start that topic, i won't even do there...

8:33 PM Z

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

``_____.*tired..#

hmm, today have gotnot much stuff to do...hahas, so i manage to only go to office for the morn. actually was suppose to go in the noon de...but then i changed the timing so i can get the noon off. went home at 1pm. do some callings at home till about 4. Got changed and then headed for shopping le...

BTW, i did a very dumb thing this morning...that is, i stupid-ly alight at Little India Station, i was listening to music and kept thinking to myself "oh, little india liaos, going to alight liaos..." wtf nohs...i really go and alight there...zZz....

oh yaas hors, and i also remembered why my legs so tired after satuday's prac lesson le...cause i drove 1.5hr straight...(-_-ll)

11:31 PM Z

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

``_____.*Mask`!.#

hmm, lets see...was watching TV program just know...hahas, find it so funny...1 girl and 1 boy together it's alright...1 boy but with many girls...the boy seem so poor thing cause the girls will all shoot him...lol.
planning to get my hair cut and dyed again`!
foot massage? back massage`? hmmm...
will i kick the masseur? =\

hmm, only need to go back to office for half day tommorrow as Morn got nothing much to do. so i changed my Noon timing to morn also. working from home...hmm, kinda got used to this job already. kinda got the hand of it...and the next thing to concentrate on is`! my prac lessons`!!! so much to do. so many things so lil time..

10:46 PM Z

Saturday, May 09, 2009

``_____.*=(.#

sigh...guess i will never get in time to pass by Aug. DEAD`! Manual is so difficult...legs so tired...ppl step clutch till left leg tired, but it seems like my right leg is even more tired than my left leg. The controlling of the accelerator is more tiring...at the rate i'm learning, i'm never gonna make it...

10:02 PM Z

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

``_____.*tired....#

sigh...Jo got skin problem=give me a lot of problem...zZz...Jo got lots to do, sigh, bo bian, tommorrow must bathe her again. have been applying the cream on her, hope it works...she's so difficult, yet i do not have enough time to give her...=((

love her lots...nothing can happen to her...

anyway, hmm, today met one client, omg-ness de...meet me at 9am, in the end 9:30 then come...kns de nohs...damn shagged and tired...

11:19 PM Z

Sunday, May 03, 2009

``_____.*myDIRTYdog`!.#

lols...brought Jo to the vet today morn. damn. the vet at Aljunied don't know why cannot check for my Jo...=( her consultation fee is the cheapest leh. $15 only.

so in the end, i went back to the hospital Jo was admitted the last time she got fits. as they also have got Jo's records there...but sad to say, they did not manage to retreive Jo record for what ever reason i do not know. so in the end, we only manage to have Jo skin tested and the medication. did not manage to get her fits medicine as they are not allow to sell the drug to me w/o the docs prescribtion.

and now, my Jo smells like shit`! cause the skin is causing the smell...sigh...cannot tahan...hao le, blog till here bahs...i need to clear my dirty room also liaos...lols...chaos`!

5:11 PM Z

Saturday, May 02, 2009

``_____.*DEAD`!.#

OMG-ness...went for prac lesson again today...die le...test date is so near...today, the car went dead once on the main road at the traffic light, so xia suay cans...=((

7:27 PM Z